don't make me feel the pain

to-mor-row is my surgery! i'm having mixed emotions.
i'm sad, excited, nervous and obviously, my hands are sweating. (:

all of that is going to be over tomorrow. i can shake people's hand as long as i want to. i can high five people as much as i want to. i can write without wiping my hands.
i can do everything like a normal person, after tomorrow.
i wonder how things will be like after the surgery.

so many of my friends are visiting me tomorrow! it's just a minor surgery but they are still eager to come. i feel so touched by their concern and caring attitude.
i realize that i have real true friends.

my maluri friends are not coming, at all. ): how could they not visit me?
at least they smsed me wishing me all the best for the surgery. that's caring as well. but their presence is more important.
they have let me down, really bad.



i can't wait for you guys to visit me! i can't wait to get rid of my sweaty palms.
wish me good luck for tomorrow.
nervous, and sweaty. (:


freaking out!