Checked OUT

i checked out of the hospital yesterday.
i have to say, i'm never going back to a hospital ever again. i'm never going to agree on doing a surgery unless if its a matter of life and death.
i'm NEVER EVER going let any brilliant or hot or nice or whatever doctor to cut open my body.
doing a surgery might sound really cool, but it's not. your body aches after the surgery. in my case it fucking hurts.

let's start from the beginning, shall we?
i had to put on this blue robe and a blue paper shower cap before i did the surgery. i cried for a while 'cause i freaked out. my `rents comforted me, i love them. they were there for me from the beginning until the end. especially my MAMA.
anyway, i was pushed down to the surgery room on the rolly beds.
the anaesthesia (is that how you spell it?) doctor was late. he had to RUN SOME ERRANDS. it seems that his "ERRANDS" were more important than operating a real life human being. D:

well, i had to put on the mask that puts you to sleep without singing a lullaby. (: the gas smelt fruity. i inhaled it with my mouth open at first and i coughed.
it was horrible.
next time, don't open your mouth when you're breathing the gas. trust me.
i was wide awake but suddenly i was sleeping.

i woke up to the sound of the nurse. she said she was going to inject me.
you know i hate needles. (:
so i tried to fight but i couldn't keep my eyes open for a second. i tried to stay up and open my eyes but it seemed like my eyelids were TOO heavy. i tried to talk but my mouth kept on mumbling words that weren't in the dictionary.
in the end, i just gave up and let her inject me.
it didn't hurt at all. it turned out that i was already poked with the drip thingy.

i woke up again and i was in my ward.
ward D208. HEEE...
bad news, i had two tubes in my body and they had to pull it out! i was too groggy and sleepy to fight back so i just dealt with the pain.
it was horrible. i felt like i was being stabbed and the sword was being pulled out.
ONE, TWO, THREE, 'pull'.
i have to add, the tubes were huge.

woke up again, and i saw AMY and SASHA! (: i was really happy. they didn't get me a chocolate ice blended like they promised me too. but it was also a good thing they didn't. i kept on puking everything out on that day. YUCK!
they left to have dinner and i went back to sleep.
woke up again, and i saw Amy, Sasha, MAE, ASSIKIN and TALISA! (: i was even happier. i was in such a mess. god, i feel so embarrassed now. XD
K Mae didn't get me my big Winnie the Pooh balloon like she promised the day before because the gift shops were closed or something, so i understood.
a few minutes later, Fatin, Sern and Dang came in. i was thrilled.
they got me this mango sweets. LOL.

THANKS SERN AND DANG!

and they spiked their hairs. (: leng zhai-s



they left and i puked again and went back to sleep. (:


thank you guys who came to visit me on Wednesday night. i really appreciate it. your presence really made my day. i was miserable and messed up before you guys came.
Amy, Sasha, Mae, Assikin, Talisa, Fatin, Sern and Dang.
i owe you my world.

and thank you to those who called me or smsed me on that day to check up on me.
Astrid, Sandy, Sandra and E-Way.
your concerns really lighted up my day as well.

i'll post up some pictures soon. taaa...

emotions touched. :D