take me out

i really hope you get well soon. i'll be praying for your health and i'll be here if you need anything.
i'm really impressed by the way you handle your situation. i admire your bravery because not many people can stay strong like you can.
everyone deserves a second chance. everyone deserves to live a happy life. everyone deserves to live their life until they grow old. you deserve it too. so dont worry, everything will be alright :)

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today, i went to anis' house to make a card for intan. alisha, fatin and erny camee. we had laughs and fooled around but we still managed to finish the card just in time before going to intan's house. we made two huge cards, and sadly, forgotten to take pictures with them :(

we hung out at intan's place after that. the rest decided to go Rasta with the guys who crashed anis' place in the afternoon. i could have gone, but i didnt want to. no mood.

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it's been really bad these past few days. many nights i lack of sleep. i think about things we could have done together these past few days. i think about what i should do when you get back. i think about ways to surprise you when you get back. i think about ways to make things special when you get back. i think about what to get you as a welcome back present.

but none of the ideas are possible.

im broke. i have no idea about what to do. im not creative.
i suck. big time.

i dont deserve all the presents you're getting me :(

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