Oh god,

Morning school has made me sleepy and tired all day long. I sleep late and I wake up early, that's not fair. While my friends are on hyper-mode, as usual, I'm either yawning away or not talking as much as I normally do.

I can never really sleep early. I kind of have this weird fear of sleeping early. Yes, a fear. I have no idea why. I shouldn't be scared to sleep early and yet I am. Everything I think about sleeping early, I would start getting scared. How freaking weird huh?

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Ohmygosh, I miss my mom terribly. I so desperately need her to come back from China. Why did she have to go away at this time of the week? I'm really confused if she wouldn't mind fetching and sending me back and forth for my koko activities. I bet she definitely would do. So, I really don't know what activities I should choose and maybe not attending some to make it easier for her because I definitely wouldn't want to burden her at any point. But I have a feeling that I just might.

And the tuitions I have to attend will make her rush here and there. I'm car-pooling now but I think I might go back to riding the bus again -_-

I miss my mom I miss my mom I miss my mom I miss my mom I miss my mom I miss my mom

:'(

I'm always alone at home in the afternoons. I have to do the laundry, hang the clothes, wash the dishes, make lunch, fold the clothes and finish up my homework. No help, NOTHING. It's such a hard week for me. :(

So please come back mama. I really need you right now.

Goodbye.